Depression

They only know how to complain... saying how you should force yourself to look happier. They don't want to know which are the reasons for your emotional state... at least not with sincere intentions. Sometimes they may ask «what's up with you», or just pat you on the back - as if that would change anything.

When you are still the same, sad and depressed with good reasons, they start getting angry at you. They think they have the right to be angry at you because you aren't happy. Now I'm confused... Is that even rational?

The worst of all is that after a good while you still continue depressed because no one can help you... and they start to back away from you and leave you all alone... when you needed their company the most.
That period may change you, it may reveal who your true friends are. And also, it may help you to see the world in a different, harsher and more real perspective.

The most frustrating for you is that they left you alone. When you did nothing wrong. They couldn't bother to truly attempt to help you, so they turned their back on you... they walked away from a problem. Weaklings. If everyone backed away from a situation that wasn't convenient for them... then the world would be in chaos.
Although I may say that it actually is...

So, you might as well be happy, because no one cares if you are sad.

Quote: "Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm."